Charlie Kelly: The Saint Among Sinners
Of all the people in Paddy's Pub — and I want to be very clear that this is a low bar — Charlie Kelly is the one I find myself praying for most. And also, if I am being honest with myself, the one I find myself rooting for. This is a character study, a spiritual inquiry, and perhaps a small act of charity.
Meet Charlie
Charlie Kelly is, by every conventional metric, a disaster. He cannot read. He cannot write, except in a system of symbols and drawings that only he understands. He lives in a small, damp apartment with a rat infestation he has made a kind of peace with. He regularly inhales paint, glue, and solvents — a habit the show treats as comedic and which I treat as a serious concern. His diet appears to consist largely of milk steak, cat food, and cheese that is too old to be safe.
He is also, without question, the Gang member most likely to stop and help a stray animal. He is the one who remembers birthdays (in his own illegible way). He does what the show calls "Charlie Work" — the thankless, unglamorous maintenance of Paddy's Pub that keeps the whole enterprise from literally collapsing into rubble. The grease traps. The rats. The plumbing that should not work but somehow does because Charlie wills it to.
Nobody thanks him for this. Nobody even acknowledges it, most of the time. He does it anyway.
I have known people like this in my ward. They quietly set up folding chairs before every meeting and put them away after. They bring meals to families nobody else remembered were struggling. They are not celebrated. They just serve. Charlie Kelly, in his deeply confused, solvent-addled way, is doing something like that.
For a full accounting of the Gang and how they compare, see the character overview.
Charlie's Gifts
The scriptures are clear that every person is given gifts by God. "For all have not every gift given unto them; for there are many gifts, and to every man is given a gift by the Spirit of God" (D&C 46:11). I believe this with my whole heart. I also believe it is illustrated, in a roundabout and somewhat alarming way, by Charlie Kelly.
Charlie is a musical genius. We will discuss this at length in the next section. He can compose, arrange, and perform musical theatre from scratch, with lyrics that — while theologically chaotic — demonstrate a real grasp of dramatic structure and emotional arc. This is not nothing. This is a genuine gift.
He is also, when given real responsibility and trusted to work alone, remarkably competent. The episode Charlie Work (Season 10, Episode 4) is a masterpiece of physical comedy but also a genuine portrait of someone who is extraordinary at what he does when no one is undermining him. He coordinates a complex health inspection, prevents a catastrophic failure, and keeps every plate spinning — all without anyone else understanding what is happening around them. I have watched this episode several times. It fills me with something I can only describe as pride.
The lesson I draw from Charlie's gifts is this: God does not withhold His blessings because a person's circumstances are broken. Charlie was not raised in a home where his gifts were named, nurtured, or even noticed. And yet. There they are. Musical. Industrious. Surprisingly tender. These gifts exist because they were placed there by Someone who saw Charlie before anyone else did.
The Nightman Cometh
I need to talk about The Nightman Cometh (Season 4, Episode 13). This is the episode in which Charlie writes and produces a full original musical — sets, costumes, a cast recruited from the Gang (unwillingly), and an audience of real Philadelphians who seem uncertain whether they are watching performance art or a cry for help. The answer, I think, is both.
The musical concerns a boy, a Nightman (a figure of darkness), and a Dayman (a figure of light — "fighter of the Nightman, champion of the sun"). The Nightman seeks to possess the boy's soul. The Dayman protects him. Eventually a princess is won. If you are reading this and thinking "that sounds like a fairly standard allegory for the battle between good and evil," I agree with you, and I think Charlie Kelly arrived at that framework entirely on his own, without ever having been taught it.
The surface of the musical is chaotic, occasionally inappropriate in ways I will not detail here, and performed with wildly varying levels of enthusiasm by the cast. But underneath it — and I say this sincerely — there is something beautiful trying to get out. Charlie is reaching for transcendence. He wants to express something true about love and light and the forces that threaten both. He just doesn't have the vocabulary or the framework to do it cleanly.
This is what I mean when I say Charlie is a natural man trying to express something beautiful. He has never been given the tools — the gospel, the community, the language — to shape what is inside him into something clear. So it comes out as The Nightman Cometh. Which is, I will say again, a genuine work of art, even if it is also genuinely concerning.
For theological reflection on what the natural man can and cannot access on his own, see the theology page.
Charlie and the Waitress
For the entirety of the show's run, Charlie is in love with a woman the show credits only as "The Waitress." He does not know how to talk to her. He regularly does things to try to be near her that are, by any objective standard, inappropriate. She does not return his feelings, not for a very long time, and when she finally does (in later seasons) it is under circumstances that complicate rather than resolve things. I will not spoil the arc here, but I will say: it does not go the way Charlie hoped, and watching it unfold is genuinely sad.
And yet. Charlie's love for the Waitress is the most sustained, devoted, uninterrupted emotional commitment in the entire show. Dennis's relationships are transactional. Mac's are confused. Frank's are not something I will discuss in a family-friendly section. Dee's are self-serving. Charlie's love is constant. Unwavering. Possibly delusional — yes, almost certainly delusional — but also, underneath the delusion, real.
He is the only member of the Gang who is genuinely capable of putting another person at the center of his attention. That is not nothing. That is, in fact, the beginning of something like Christlike love, even if it has gone badly wrong in practice. The capacity is there. It just needed guidance it never received.
There is a lesson here that I think about when members of my ward struggle with how to love people well. The desire to love is not the problem. The desire is good. The desire is placed there by God. What we need — what Charlie needed — is formation. Community. Covenant. Someone to teach us what to do with what we feel.
Charlie's Trauma
I want to address this section with care and without humor, because it deserves that.
The show strongly implies — through jokes, through throwaway lines, through Charlie's own fragmented and unreliable references to his childhood — that Charlie Kelly experienced significant trauma as a child. The show does not treat this with the gravity it deserves, because the show is a dark comedy and that is not what it is built to do. But I think a Mormon viewer, or any viewer of faith, should sit with it.
Charlie is who he is in part because no one looked out for him. His father is absent in ways the show implies are worse than mere absence. His mother is a recurring character who loves him in a way that is real but also insufficient and sometimes damaging. He grew up without the structures — family, community, faith — that might have caught him.
The Church teaches that families are central to God's plan. Not because family life is easy, but because children need people who will stand between them and the world's harshness. Charlie did not reliably have that. When I watch Charlie do something self-destructive, or watch him struggle to read a simple sign, or watch him sleep on a couch in a bar — I do not laugh first. I feel something that is closer to the feeling I get reading about the 116 lost pages, or Joseph Smith in Liberty Jail. Something valuable went wrong that did not have to go wrong.
I am not equating Charlie Kelly to the Prophet Joseph. I am saying that wasted potential is always a grief, and Charlie's is visible in almost every episode if you are watching for it.
Is Charlie in a State of Grace?
This is the question I have been building toward, and I admit I am not entirely qualified to answer it. I am not a bishop. I am not a general authority. I am a person with a ward newsletter and strong opinions about a FX sitcom. But I have been thinking about this for longer than I am entirely comfortable admitting, and I want to share my conclusions.
The theological question is this: Charlie acts almost entirely from impulse. He does not deliberate. He does not plan morally. He does not, as far as we can tell, engage in any formal reflection on his actions or their consequences. He simply does things, and then those things either work out or they do not.
But here is what I notice: his impulses are, more often than not, kind. When someone is hurt, Charlie's first instinct is to help. When someone is scared, Charlie's first instinct is to comfort. When an animal is in distress — this happens more than you might expect — Charlie is there. He does not choose to be a good person in any formal sense. He simply is one, underneath everything.
The Church teaches that little children who die before the age of accountability are saved in the celestial kingdom, because they have not yet arrived at the capacity for full moral culpability. I am not saying Charlie is like a child in any reductive sense. I am saying that his ignorance — his genuine, thorough, paint-fumes-and-trauma ignorance — may function as a kind of moral simplicity that protects him from the full weight of deliberate sin.
He does not scheme the way Dennis schemes. He does not construct elaborate self-justifications the way Mac does. He does not pursue wickedness the way Frank does. He just lives, and occasionally he lives badly, but the badness is rarely chosen in the full sense of the word. He is, as King Benjamin might put it, a natural man — but one whose nature has somehow retained a kernel of original sweetness that the world has not entirely succeeded in crushing.
My tentative verdict: Charlie Kelly is in better spiritual shape than anyone in that bar, and possibly better shape than several people I have sat next to in sacrament meeting. I say this without irony and with genuine fondness.
For the full theological framework, see Doctrine and Sunshine: LDS Theology Meets Philadelphia. For my final assessment of the show overall, see The Verdict: Should a Latter-day Saint Watch This Show?